During my mother's last visit to Baltimore for a course at the Peabody Institute, I knew that it was taking  had taken all her strength just to get on the airplane to come for a visit[LTE1] . We had made arrangements for me to pick her up at BWI, something she would never had agreed to before and I would take her back to the airport after the visit. These arrangements she would never have agreed to before[LTE2] . Perhaps one thing I have learned that one should not force people to do things that are impossible for them. Parents learn that when they raise their children. It will take several tries, possibly weeks or months more than would be optimal in the eyes of an impatient spectator to learning, for Billy or Sally to learn to tie shoelaces or learn the thousands of things that must be learned before little Sally or Billy become adult. The same is the case with children when parents get old. Just as there is conflict when the older teaches the younger, so there is conflict when the younger has to do things for the older. This time it is important for the younger to be forbearing, a role switch that is not easy to achieve[LTE3] .

During our time in Baltimore, it dawned on me that my mother would not be able to keep up her independent life and would need substantial help, soon.

 

There is no real formula here, the key is being there[LTE4] . So, after her return home[LTE5] , I headed down to North Carolina, my first trip to the South in the Spring  spring for well over a decade. Needless to say, my mother was greatly surprised to receive a visit form  from her son in the middle of April, and I must say I did not feel exactly on solid ground myself. I had  was expecting four weeks of vacation, jealously hoarded vacation, and a lot of projects, requiring lots of intervention and  yet I am  was in Raleigh with my aged mother. A few days at home convinced me that I would  could not be able to leave to resume my busy  regular [LTE6]  life. My mother needed someone to live with her,: to tell her what day of the week it was, to make sure she took all the right pills were taken, to prepare her meals were prepared, and to plan her activities planned[LTE7] . Up to that time, my mother had done all that either helped herself in some ways or arranged for help in others[LTE8] . She had her weekly routine,: friends would come to visit, we hired someone to come read her mail and write her checks and take her shopping, and she spent much time was spent on the phone, much of it on calls to  chatting with friends and relatives in Europe. Also she had hired someone to read her the mail, write her checks, and take her shopping[LTE9] .

But that Spring  spring the normal routine was no longer possible. We Since she had been diagnosed with received a diagnosis of cancer, which made even to  her routine of getting up and dressing for the day was impossible. Her Keeping  keeping track of time became impossible as well, so she depended increasingly on a full-time activities [LTE10]  manager who would gage  gauge the  her strength level and say, OK, lets let’s go eat Chinese and then take a walk by the lake. Or: lets Let’s go watch some television,.” or Or: lets Let’s have some soup,.” Or: “lets Let’s go to the post office or go shopping or go to the hairdresser[LTE11] . That  Activities management would be  became my role. While this was nominally a full-time job, there were lots of free periods, when I could read, work on the computer, do research, whatever.  Gradually So I adjusted to my new routine. I would get her up, fix her a bran muffin, arrange all the  her pills, get  help her to the telephone in the sun room next to the telephone, and go out to find a New York Times  New York Times (the provincial edition from Atlanta). While my new role was essentially a full-time job, there were many free periods when I could read, work on the computer, and do research[LTE12] .

 

We would have good days and bad days,; some days she was too weak to get up and would sleep all day. Sometimes she would be up all night. The point Soon I realized my role was not to fix things, but just to help her as best as I could to be there and to be helpful in the appropriate manner[LTE13] . Of course, there was a  the regimen of pills for chemotherapy for the cancer, and there were visits to the doctor and to clinics, all of which took on the form of became major expeditions. Yet, by and large, we did well. In fact[LTE14] , I was reconnecting with my mother, something  a connection I had not had since I was a child, and, to my surprise[LTE15] , she was planning and arranging my days for me.

 

I had already [LTE16]  arranged to quit my job in New Jersey and was settling into my new life in Raleigh. Much of what I did revolved around cooking and preparing meals, even if that  a meal was  consisted of just a bran muffin and a orange juice.

 

Being [LTE17] back in my mother's kitchen released a flood of food-associated memories. For Mother's Day I decided to cook a full Austrian lunch: soup, veal, salads, potatoes, and desert. Of course, it is hard to make a great  tasty [LTE18]  clear soup in Raleigh without going to a lot of  the trouble of acquiring bones and root vegetables not easily available. So I found some German instant beef soup in the pantry, a product that is all the rage with  even among the new generation of housewives even in the villages in Austria. Salads there There would be three salads[LTE19] : potato, cucumber and Boston lettuce. "Wienerschnitzel," Wiener schnitzel[LTE20] , breaded veal cutlets, would be the main course. For a side dish, I decided on peas and on small red potatoes with parsley. To gilde gild the lily, I went for  prepared [LTE21]  a shrimp-and-horseradish-sauce appetizer. A slice of apricot cake from a French pastry shop [LTE22]  with ice cream would finish the meal. I had already found a case of Gruener Vetliner  Gruener Vetliner at a local wine store, so everything  the ingredients [LTE23] was were ready.


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